Frustration with Blogging

I decided today that I would enter a new blog about Social networking and some of my fustration with students using backdoors to get past the block from the district to MySpace, but before I began I took a look at my past postings. Surprise three of my posts are not there. I hate having to redo. Did I forget to press post? Did the internet goblin have it for breakfast? Or am I just imagining my self typing away? and someday the internet fairy will find them in space and they will suddenly be there?